When poems are raised
like flags,
waving in the wind
But then
skies get rough
and fierce storms pull,
It’s hard
not to take them down
but to trust
their purpose and strength
©RoseGirl2019
Poetic Art From The Heart ~ Finding Beauty In Truth
When poems are raised
like flags,
waving in the wind
But then
skies get rough
and fierce storms pull,
It’s hard
not to take them down
but to trust
their purpose and strength
©RoseGirl2019
And we both look up
I see the stars and moon
And you on your side of the world,
you see the sun
See my face, my smile
in the rays of light
Feel my love for you
in its warmth
And let it shine
upon you
I will see your splendor
glow in the moon
And the stars shine out
your love for me
Please let us both
keep looking up
We say our prayers
Make our wishes
upon the stars and
heaven’s grace
For all good comes
from above
©RoseGirl2019
I know
You are fucked up,
confused, anxious
and scared
You are anguished,
freaked out
and messed up –
In the most beautiful ways
©RoseGirl2019
My fairy man,
Is it you there
lying on the ground
in the woods
You left yourself for dead
In your eyes the silent imprint
of grief and loss
I came to look for you
As I heard a scream
echoing in my heart
in the middle of the night
And I didn’t know
if it was me or you
But here I am,
your fairy woman
I kiss you alive
I dress your wounds
and warm you at my fire
You have to get up yourself
But here is my hand
©RoseGirl2019
You left your place
And now it’s all empty
Were you that scared
and anguished
that you did not even
closed doors?
Did it all overwhelm you
were you too naked
behind open windows
and in the light of the sun?
Did you feel sad and anxious
Your home not your home
Your mind that chases your heart
And you just started to run?
But come,
find a shelter, here in my arms
©RoseGirl2019
The bird flies in the open sky
And with every beat
her wings get stronger
She learned to sing
her own songs
The wind amplifies
the tunes of her words
that stream from her heart
And sometimes
She still longs back for the land
Where she can hide in trees
Where no one can see her
As the open sky makes vulnerable
and those on the land
can shoot or can withhold
their appreciating eyes
And over there in the distance
behind the fog bank
She cannot see him yet
But she knows,
there flies her beloved
As he took flight at the same time
Still he hides
And just like her,
sometimes he returns to the land
But his heart song gets stronger
And he trusts his wings
more and more
Both birds face their fears
Until they will be ready
to dare to fly
through the fog bank
and to each other
on the other side
©RoseGirl2019
Can you see
Now the curtain
has been pulled back
All that blurred your eyes
has been removed
And illusions have been lifted
Can you see
Now all that mattered
does not matter
no longer
Your heart has clear sight
Focus has shifted
Can you see
Me?
©RoseGirl2019
And in the Chinese restaurant
we are the only ones
that are left
The place is empty
And it is just me and you,
the red dragons and
exotic sounds in the background
The characters on the wall,
We do not understand
We are strangers here
And outside seems far
The food is hot and spicy
And your eyes shoot fire
In the half dark
Come, let’s go
For this restaurant is not for us
If you have tasted
the flavours of true love,
Then such a place
will only
feed hunger more
©RoseGirl2019
When my poem meets yours
When your song meets mine
When words and melodies first
shyly look each other in the eyes
But then come closer,
start to dance,
entwine and merge,
They burst
together into a new poem,
a new song
And then out of creation,
creation is born
©RoseGirl2019
And then there was a blank page
A new story to write
Fresh poetry, new lines
At the start of a new year
But the main characters
are still
the man of song that lives overseas
in the land of the sun
And the woman with the rose
in her hair
that dances in the land of the fields and the waters
And the ink that flows
from my pen
still stems from the well
of their love
©RoseGirl2019
Lyrics of the song (Video of the song below)
A kiss on your forehead
My hands hold your face
My heart holds you in love
Until the end of days
Now close your eyes
You’re gonna fly
High up and far
On the wings of love
‘Cause I want you to dream,
to dream, to dream, to dream
Dream yourself free
From the monsters in your head
From the demons and the fears
From your worries and your past
And then, you will land
Here next to me
And if your heart feels heavy
And its weights pulls you down
Then remember you are light
For love you were born
‘Cause I want you to dream,
to dream, to dream, to dream
Dream yourself free
From the monsters in your head
From the demons and the fears
From your worries and your past
And then, you will land
Here next to me
CLICK HERE TO WATCH THE VIDEO RECORDING OF MY SONG
©RoseGirl2018
My beautiful man in suit,
I am your lady of the night
In this chic, vintage bar
With dimmed light
I am your moon
My face, my eyes light up
softly in the dark
My mystery will reveal itself
only to you
Elegantly I will dance you around
In my waters I will take you
In my kisses you will find the stars
That one by one fall from heaven
and land delicately on your skin
Please don’t be afraid of the dark
As my light will shine you through
©RoseGirl2018
When you dance before my eyes
Or hide behind locked doors
I see you
When my eyes are covered
Or the night leaves you in the dark
I see you
When you are miles away
And the ocean in between
seems endless
I see you
by the eyes of love
and the light of the soul
that captures your heart
I see you
Even when you can’t see
yourself no more
©RoseGirl2018
My wise man, my fairy man,
Shaman of the woods
I don’t need to tell you what to do
Your well of wisdom lies within
Your heart knows more
than your mind can think of
As wise is the man who feels deep
Who dreams with his eyes wide open
Who can see the tiny details on the ground
The big picture in the sky
Who can foresee
what is yet out of sight
But what is written in the stars
Who can hear the whisper in the wind
that comes to bring his music
Who can read what I wrote him in his heart
Wise, as you taught me the most valuable lesson
You taught me how to love
A love that is wise in itself
©RoseGirl2018
It was often on evenings that we met
When songs were sung, music was played
In the intimacy of the night
That made the lights in our eyes
shine even brighter
when they connected
And then later we met in letters
in the intimacy of covered, fervent words
That always seemed to long for more
Dictated by greedy eyes and greedy hands
But often didn’t say what they wanted
to say or wanted to ask for
How those evenings long to be filled
with meeting eyes again
And how those letters long to be written
by hearts meeting in uncovered, fervent words
©RoseGirl2018
Let’s uncomplicate things
Let’s unpuzzle it all
Let’s make it very simple
and crystal clear
Just feel the love in your heart
And then tell me
What is the difficulty?
©RoseGirl2018
If your fears arise
Your mind monsters scare you
And your thoughts attack
Let me be your heart guard
That protects you
I will stand in between
And will chase them away
So you can breathe and relax
©RoseGirl2018
When I saw you
-so beautiful, so sweet
and so much you –
I felt like a peacock
And I lifted my head,
my eyes shined
As I showed
all of my feathers
that adorned me
And my most
precious, eye-catching gem
it was you
©RoseGirl2018
It is often at ordinary moments
When I cook, ride my bike
Walk in town
Or wait in a line
The love for you,
The thought of you
just comes over me
When I think of
How you looked into my eyes
Or walked by my side
How you touched my arm lightly
and smiled
How you embraced me with tender arms
It is often at those ordinary moments
I remember those extraordinary things
©RoseGirl2018
The waters seem to dance
Our emotions flow into one another
An undercurrent of desire
makes waves
and moves us together
We shine the shimmer
on the surface
The little lights travel
between your heart and mine
©RoseGirl2018
And it’s time now
He cannot wait any longer
He needs to have her
He needs to take her
She needs to be in his arms
And everywhere on his body
In his imagination
He already made the move so often
But then his feet made him stop
Or was it his head that took over
But now his soul finally gives green light
And the stars have the perfect pattern
And even if he would stumble,
even if he would fall
He knows she will lift him up
All the struggle, all the suffering
It needs to stop
It’s time now
He will pick her up
And will go on road with her
©RoseGirl2018
Eight letters in a line,
you can make three words of it
And then build a sentence
that says ‘I love you’
They are just letters
that sound superficial
As they have been wrongly used
by too many people
Empty characters
They didn’t give me any grip
As I fell right through
the letters and out of words
in the space in between
Hopelessly and straight
into their deepest meaning
When I fell in love with you
©RoseGirl2018
Who is coming there
It’s the shaman of the woods
It’s the fairy man
With his Irish flute
Looking for his hedgehog girl
She made herself so small
She rolled into a tight ball
And then, off the earth she fell
Down into the ground she went
But where is she
As she can’t be seen no more
So he takes his Irish flute
and starts to play his sounds of love
And she wakes up and hears the call
Her ears, her heart bewitched
And she begins to unroll
She goes up while she follows
his magical tunes
And then she sees him, her own fairy man
She asks ‘why did you come for me,
how did you find me
as you were supposed to forget’
‘My love, the Irish flute can’t forget about its muse
It can’t forget about the one that
breathes the fire into its music
And wherever you may go and hide,
I’ll always find you in your dreams
I’ll always find you in both of our hearts
And now rise again
Don’t make yourself so small
You don’t need your spines
As you have a big light
in your heart to guide
and to protect you’
©RoseGirl2018
Your hand in mine
And we walk through the world
We see walls crumbling
We see illusions shattering
And we climb mountains together
We walk through rain showers of teardrops
We hear thunder voices
And our shadows are following us
But still
Your hand in mine
It is your hand that keeps me going
Your hand that comforts me
As we walk through nights without sleep
And days with shaken dreams
We see safe houses breaking down
We see monsters on our path
But we chase the clouds together
We reach for castles in the sky
And we’ve learned to dance on ruins
And your hand in mine
It’s a certainty
In a world where nothing is
certain no more
©RoseGirl2018
On this sacred journey of love
I need to believe
what is not touchable
I need to believe
what I have seen in your eyes
The truth I know in my soul
I need to fully trust myself
Trust my own heart
I need to fully surrender
And find this higher faith
Live this higher love
Despite my mind,
Despite the facts
It’s not an easy task, my love
I am blindfolded
And sometimes
it’s all just so dark
What I yet cannot see,
yet cannot touch,
yet cannot hear
I need to find it inside
Hand it over to God
And keep moving forward
I need to go down on my knees
Fall through my thoughts
Break through old patterns,
Leave old pain and old beliefs behind
To find this pure, true love,
To find you on the other side
©RoseGirl2018
Let the wind come
Let the rain fall
We will dance without clothes
We will thankful kiss the ground
Even if we need to wander
With the sky as our roof
With no other belongings
Than each other and our hearts
We will still have it all
since we have the love
©RoseGirl2018
I feel like you.
I write melancholic poems now
Like in the past, you wrote melancholic songs
It seems like we’ve switched roles
Before, in my poems
I held the vision and the hope
But now you seem to have it
Where I drown in sadness
Can we do it fifty-fifty?
And share the hope
and melancholy equally?
Or better, we just skip
the melancholic drama completely
And we only keep it
positive and optimistic
©RoseGirl2018
And she looks through the window
Of her house of melancholic poetry
And she longs for blue skies
She waits for green lights
As her heart feels on hold
Though her mind won’t
take a break
At night her beloved comes
to visit her in her dreams
He sings her his songs
But in the morning he’s gone
Leaving her the clouds
that cover the sun
And her melancholic poetry
©RoseGirl2018
5652 miles can be bridged
By only a thought
By only a feeling
In the instant of a heartbeat
By the magic of true love
©RoseGirl2018
What is closest to your heart
you keep it at 5652 miles distance
But at least,
I have your heart here near
While you are far away
and overseas
©RoseGirl2018
The One true fire
is the fire of true love
It burns, it lightens
It stirs, it desires
It creates,
It untames
It inspires
It heals, it changes
It transforms,
It purifies
And it deeply,
fiercely
loves
©RoseGirl2018
How much effort it takes
to let my birds fly in the open sky
And not to take them down
Put them back in cages
Hide them,
Hide myself from the world
The battle I have every day
Not to delete my words again
Not to remove my page
and my pictures
in which I feel nakedly captured,
from which I want to escape
Is destruction just the shadow side
of creation?
Like nature has its Summer and its Winter?
Or am I just a runner that runs
from herself, from love, from life,
because her own fears
are chasing her?
Why I then still keep flying
in the open sky, my love,
is because we made each other that promise
to stay strong, to keep faith and let our light shine
And then love and creation
are stronger than destruction
©RoseGirl2018
We stand on crossroads
Many roads we can choose
They show us the how,
the options and the ways
to go
But maybe, it’s not about
all the details
It’s not about how exactly
things will be
As we move forward in love
All paths lead home
©RoseGirl2018
Last night when I drove
through the city centre
of Arnhem
And I passed by
the Luxor Theatre
Where we once met
and you told me
‘Let’s fall in love again’,
It was almost like
I saw you standing there outside
Your eyes longing for me
to pick you up
And I looked at you
Our eyes locked once again
Then the traffic lights
turned green
But luckily,
I was right on time
to pull you with my eyes
into my car
and next to me
©RoseGirl2018
And she glides over ice
She skates and dances
She goes round and turns
And makes figures
With her skates she draws
circles and hearts on the ice
In the Dutch landscape
Where the sky is grey and the weather is cold
She carries the California sun
of her man in her heart
The fire of inspiration burns in her
She dances her poems
on ice
As her skates make the moves,
make the words rhyme
And she is free to move
And free to love, free to write
With her golden dreams
She skates on and on
Until the stars appear in the sky
And it is time to go
Only then the ice queen leaves
for her ice palace in the clouds
©RoseGirl2018
If you want to express yourself
Use my heart as a paper
to write your love messages on
If you want to portray
what is on your heart for so long
Then use me as the picture
on which you can project it
If you want the butterflies to fly out
Then use my chest for them
to land on
If you want to speak the love
into your reality
Use my ears as they want to hear
If you want to paint to me
Your expression of love
Use me as your canvas
Your heart as your paintbrush
Because, my love,
if you want to express yourself
Here I am
©RoseGirl2018
How could the night give up on the morning
How could the moon give up on the sun
How could a fish give up on the water
How could a flower give up on its seed
How could a tree give up on its roots
How could a writer give up on her muse
Then how could I give up on my dreams,
could give up on you?
©RoseGirl2018
This Sunday morning
When I woke up
I looked through the window
And it was raining and raining
The kind of weather
That would make you depressed
But then I imagined
How each raindrop contains
a bit of our love
And how the heavens are showering
it divinely
It made me want to go outside
And to dance in the rain
On this blessed Sunday morning
©RoseGirl2018
I thought of you and then
At exactly that moment,
There was the noise
of fireworks in de sky outside!
Wow, God is giving me a sign!
My inner world, outer world
and the universe align
Such a synchronicity!
(Though I must confess
I think about you all the time
So the miracle might be
less big)
©RoseGirl2018
Each of my poems
is a kiss for you
And with all of my
kisses of poetry
I cover your body
And wrap you in
warmth and love
©RoseGirl2018
If you are triggered
By something or
Somebody
When old pain or
Old memories hit you
Just release and let go
Let the storm blow
through you
Don’t hold on
Be the zero point
And neutralize
©RoseGirl2018
I thought I had grown so strong
That nothing could break me
And the stars and the sky, it all was mine
But I realize,
there’s still a part in me that thinks
I am unworthy of love
And then maybe,
it wasn’t what I thought it was
That only you were the one that ran
and hid and couldn’t believe
But perhaps I gave so much love
as I was unable to receive
Can you please help me
to fully open my heart for you
To let all your love for me come in
So I’ll be ready to receive
the full abundance of all of your gifts
©RoseGirl2018
This morning among the shitting wild cows by the river Waal in Nijmegen the wild rose recorded a video while she danced on her high heels in the wild cow shit.
If the love flows….. things can get really wild
Lyrics of the song:
There are days
that thoughts arise
and big mountains appear
Days that we don’t know
what to do
And all feels troubled
and unclear
But if the love flows
We don’t need to worry no more
For all is the right time
And that’s just fine
We help one another grow
We learn, we dance, sing and create
Every day we
come closer to our dream
And everything is safe and well
As long as we believe
And if the love flows
We don’t need to worry no more
For all is the right time
And that’s just fine
We give it all to God
We give it to the stars
And then we only need to love
©RoseGirl2018
And I walk along the river
Where you should have walked too
Next to me there is the water now
Which I cannot hold, but it flows
The river is like sadness
Where does it start
Where does it end
Once it flows, it flows
The sun burns on my face
Like my heart burns for you
Even the birds don’t fly today,
but they walk
on an empty riverbank
And I find the freedom in my footsteps
My hope in my heart
And once I walk, I walk
©RoseGirl2018
St. Anthony, there are two lovers
Who love each other
like nothing else in the world
He is her sun, she is his rose
Though they are wandering
And can’t find their way
back home
Please, St. Athony
Since you are the protector
of the lost and the lovers
Bring them back
to where they belong
and let them find each other
in one another’s arms
©RoseGirl2018