Category: True Love

A Journey Of True Soul Love

I Will Love You

I will love you through any wall
And right into your heart
I will love you straight through your fears
And back into peace
I will love you into love and
will love you back home

©RoseGirl2018

Empty Your Clouds

Oh girl, oh girl, there you go again
All day long you try to write your way
out of the sadness
But you cannot fight it with lines of poetry
As your tears keep catching up
with your pen

You try so hard to inspire
To be a light to the world
to yourself and your beloved
But if the waters need to flow
Just let them flow now
Let your teardrops rain down
And empty your clouds
from their heaviness

©RoseGirl2018

The Wild Rose And The Sun

The wild rose in the field
She is covered with weeds,
She is hidden in the grass
And the weight of her hurt
pulled her head down

The rays of the sun cannot reach her
And she thinks she lost the light
Soon she will wither,
Soon she will die

But should she then wait
for the sun to find her
It might be already too late
Or should she strengthen herself
to rise,
to get rid of her burden
and find back her light
so up in the sky the sun can meet her?

©RoseGirl2018

Holding Yourself

I need to hold myself
And stand on my own feet
I cannot expect anyone to do it for me
Not even you

I can ask the stars and the moon,
the owls and the shamans
But no one will know better
As all my answers lie within

It’s about drying the tears
and get up again
No matter how many times
Even when it feels like all is dying inside
It’s about connecting to the flame
And come back to life

As two hearts that can hold themselves,
are even more powerful together
when they hold each other in love

©RoseGirl2018

As Long As I Don’t Need To Go Home

It’s night
and I drive on the highway
The road before me is endless
And behind me it all seems to dissolve in the dark

And I drive faster
as I try to silence my thoughts
by the noise of the engine
of my 23 years old car

I wonder,
did you once drive too
on this highway
And for a moment
I can see the road and my country
through your eyes
I smile

And all is fine
If I just keep driving
I could drive all night long
And dream in the comfort
of the heating in my car
And my eyes that follow
the white stripes on the road
As long as I don’t need to go home

The house will be cold
And dark and alone
Just a house made out of stone
Since you are not there
And with you I have my real home

©RoseGirl2018

When Christmas Came

Maybe Christmas came too early this year
And I wasn’t ready yet,
We weren’t ready
As it came but it didn’t bring us together

And then the darkness was dark
The sun seemed far away
And the waters were flowing

But maybe Christmas came to teach
To find the light even in darkness
And to be like a cat and always look for the sunny spots

©RoseGirl2018

The Sun Of California

The Dutch sky is gray
A cold wind is blowing
Birds are floating

I fly along with them
Far above the land
And across the ocean
Into the sun and warmth
of California
Where the sky is blue
There, I will land in your arms

©RoseGirl2018

Your Biggest Fan

Go your own way, my love
Take your own steps
Learn your own lessons
Heal your own wounds

And then know,
you will always find me
along your road
to hold your hand
to see the beauty in everything you do
to cheer and to encourage you
As your truest, biggest fan

©RoseGirl2018

Saudade

Eyes that gaze
at the horizon
A heart that longs
across the ocean
And waits for your ship
to come in
A melancholic song inside
A burning fire
Saudade, my love
Saudade

©RoseGirl2018

Strong As Our Love

When I went outside
on Christmas day,
my heart heavy,
tears that kept running
and missing you like crazy,
I saw that the rosebush,
that had just lost her last roses
had new buds again

The rosebush, strong as our love
She braves the seasons
She stands her ground
And even when the rain rains her
roses from her branches,
Even when Winter and cold
come in,
She never gives up,
She continues to blossom,
to gift her beautiful roses
and to lighten hearts

©RoseGirl2018

She Tries To Leave Christmas

It doesn’t snow
but it rains teardrops
And she runs and runs
As she tries to leave Christmas
but Christmas doesn’t seem
to let her go

There are decorations and
Christmas lights
everywhere
Christmas songs and music
She tries to cover her eyes
and to cover her ears
She tries to cover her heart
as it is aching from inside
And the fire of longing burns her

She runs into the woods to hide
And she sinks to the ground
Under the cold starry night sky
There her beloved, her fairy man finds her
He takes her in his arms and kisses her
He says that all is fine, all is well
No more tears, no need to worry
And wishes her a true Merry Christmas

©RoseGirl2018

Keep It Small

Christmas feels so big
And overwhelming
Too much too handle
So I’ll keep it small
Without the tree, the songs,
the lights, the gifts,
the decorations, the tears,
the expectations,
the bitter memories,
There is me here
and you there,
far away and overseas
But we are connected
In the intimate space
of our hearts

©RoseGirl2018

Look Into My Eyes

My love, I stand in front of you
I hold both of your hands
I look at you
Read in my eyes everything
you need to know
My eyes will soothe you,
comfort you, they kiss you

They are your land, your sea
Your sky and your fire
You can drown in them
They are your stars
and will shoot you
into your wildest dreams

Let them anchor you in me
See your own reflection
And see how beautiful you are

©RoseGirl2018

Balloons

When it was not safe
to stay on the ground
Or when things were too painful
I always had my dreams

They were my balloons
I grasped for them
And they let me go up,
high into the sky
Where no one could
hurt me no more

My dreams and me
We had our own universe
Until the day that you joined

And now we can hold
the balloons together
But this time
We don’t need to go up
and fly away no more

We dream
With our heads in the clouds
Our balloons are even bigger
We hold them
But together
we can keep
our feet on the ground

©RoseGirl2018

There Is Just Love

In the middle
of all the turmoil
Of all the intense
energies and
emotions
There is just stillness,
There is just love

I am grounded
While everything
around me
whirls and storms

And I think of you
My heart feels you
And then
There is just clarity
There is just love

©RoseGirl2018

I Will Lift You Up

If you fall, I will catch you
If you stumble, I will balance
If you are puzzled, I’ll have your missing pieces
If you are speechless, I will say your words
If you are in darkness, I will be your light
If you are tired, I will rest you
If you are stuck, I will dance you
If you are asleep, I will make you feel alive

For I won’t let you down, I will only lift you up

©RoseGirl2018

What Matters

Let’s meet in the space of love
Where right and wrong do not exist
There is no guilt, no shame, no blame
We only learn and grow
We do our best
And that’s more than enough

Let’s meet in the space of love
Where every day is a new day again
And behind the clouds there’s always the sun
Where we own ourselves
But we are one as well

Where all the details,
the past, the storylines
and even words
do not matter
The only thing that matters
is the love

©RoseGirl2018

She Makes The Magic

And there she goes again
She skates over ice
Her cheeks glow
Her hair waves in the wind

There is music in her heart
And she dances and glides
There is only the now
And the rest she can forget
She is free
and feels so much alive
and in love

She is the only one left
The ice is her dancefloor
And it is all hers
Under the nightly sky
She makes the magic
While the full moon shines on her
She smiles and smiles
And thinks of him
And if it would be possible
She would love him even more

And then the rain falls
But even the cold water
that showers her glowing face
is a blessing

And she skates
for hours and hours
In the distance she sees
the Christmas lights
And there is magic
everywhere around and within
as she makes it

©RoseGirl2018

The Burden Of Guilt And Shame

Guilt and shame
are the dirt in the waters of emotions
They are the burden on your shoulders
The vultures in the sky that
chase you and prevent you to fly
And that keep you tied
to your thoughts

………………..

The days of Christmas
have never been light for me
They used to be dark and heavy
With the burden of guilt and shame
pushing me to my knees

A little girl that was told that she was bad
That she had better not be born
That all the bad things that happened, were her fault
And for that,
she needed to be punished and beaten

And then, especially at Christmas
and on New Years Eve
I spent hours and hours
to name all the bad things they said I had done
And asked for each thing for forgiveness
Sorry that I had made my mother sick
Sorry that because of me my father needed to beat my mother
Sorry that I breathed
Sorry that I was born
And sorry, oh so sorry for who I was,
for all what I had said, sorry for me

I hoped for the mercy of Christmas
I hoped for the start of the New Year
that could clear my burden
of guilt and shame
But it somehow never worked
As there were always new things
for which I could be blamed

And even if they didn’t blame me
I then blamed myself
For years and years I carried
too much responsibility
As I felt guilty and ashamed of
all the problems in the world

…………………

Guilt and shame are not authentic emotions
that flow from the deeper well within
But they are mind- emotions
Created in the head space
by judgemental thoughts
that stem from blame

If you want to live from a place
of love
Tap into the deeper well within
Let go of the burden of guilt,
shame and blame
Clear the dirt on the surface of the waters
And set your heart free

©RoseGirl2018

The Longest, Brightest Night

And in a night in which
big waves of panic hit the shore
and make me gasp for breath
As I looked for you in my dreams
but could only find chasing thoughts
and empty nightmares
It is the moon that shines
full and round

And after the shortest, darkest day
She makes of the longest night
the brightest
As if she’d like to say:
‘My dear, please do not fear
Even if the night seems long and endless
I still reflect the light of my sun
And although you cannot see him
your beloved is with you
in the light within’

©RoseGirl2018

Poetry Is Speechless

My love, sometimes
Words cannot say
Lines and rhyme fail
Poetry is speechless
When I want to write about
my love for you
And then it’s a blank page
it’s the depth of silence
that expresses more

©RoseGirl2018

The Sun Will Return

At midwinter the day is dark and short
As the sun has drifted away from the earth
Though he won’t go farther no more
As he has reached his maximum
The seasons will turn again
And the sun will move his way back

You and me,
The sun and the earth,
they keep each other in place
They can never really separate
Although the sun may run,
He will always return
But in fact, he never truly left

©RoseGirl2018

A Bow Of Light And Love

On the darkest day of the year
I shine my light within
and shine it across the ocean
So your heart can catch it
on your side of the world
And if you then shine your light to me
My heart will catch it
And we make a bow of light and love
together
across the ocean
On this darkest day of the year

©RoseGirl2018

She Has A Gift

She has a gift
She can see people into the soul
She can feel their energy,
see certain images
And then she knows things
she is not supposed to know

Already when she was a little girl
She had the eyes to see beyond veils
She could quietly observe from her corner
And then tell exactly what was going on
But what wasn’t said in words

But the adults didn’t like her gift
It scared them, it upset them
As they tried to hide things

They denied, called her crazy
And beat her a lot for her sensitivity
Though deep down she knew,
Her sharp inner eyes had seen the truth
As energy can never lie

She learned that reality is confusing
And in order to be accepted and loved
She needed to close herself off
and to hide her intuition
She imprisoned herself
Her mind took over
And she rationalized her gift away

Until one day she met her true love
And that opened her heart
She could break through her own bars
She could embrace her gift
As it is part of her soul

And now she uses it
for herself, for writing
and for helping other people

©RoseGirl2018

The Best Place To Be

Sometimes when fears kick in
And too many thoughts
make my heart troubled
I imagine you here with me
How you hold me and caress my face
How you tell me it will be alright
And how in your arms
all the worries fade away
As it is the best place to be

©RoseGirl2018

The Chocolate Girl

When I write, I need to eat chocolate
Where love is my spiritual fuel,
Chocolate fuels me earthy

Brown or white or heavy dark
It all blissfully explodes in my mouth
And then lands in my stomach

It’s the chocolate that keeps me going
When my body has a hard time
to keep up with all the inspiration
that comes to my mind
When my heart wants to fly too much
It’s the chocolate that keeps me grounded

Sometimes it’s like
I am of chocolate myself
When your tongue
touches me, I melt
And I am earthy
and heavenly tasty

©RoseGirl2018

In My Wild River

In my wild river
I circulate around you
I twist and whirl
And kiss

The waves I make
Take you in
Fluid you are
You flow into me

And the water moves
It rises and falls
It entwines and entices
Thirsty we are

We drink
We drown in each other
Until the wild river
whirls even higher
And then waves us
breathless
back to the land

©RoseGirl2018

I See You

When you dance before my eyes
Or hide behind locked doors
I see you

When my eyes are covered
Or the night leaves you in the dark
I see you

When you are miles away
And the ocean in between
seems endless
I see you
by the eyes of love
and the light of the soul
that captures your heart

I see you
Even when you can’t see
yourself no more

©RoseGirl2018

Wise

My wise man, my fairy man,
Shaman of the woods
I don’t need to tell you what to do
Your well of wisdom lies within
Your heart knows more
than your mind can think of

As wise is the man who feels deep
Who dreams with his eyes wide open
Who can see the tiny details on the ground
The big picture in the sky
Who can foresee
what is yet out of sight
But what is written in the stars

Who can hear the whisper in the wind
that comes to bring his music
Who can read what I wrote him in his heart

Wise, as you taught me the most valuable lesson
You taught me how to love
A love that is wise in itself

©RoseGirl2018

Let Magic Work

My love, close your eyes
and I will meet you there
Do you see me
I smile at you, by your side
Come hold my hand
We run together
While we enter our wonderland

We make the sky blue,
we bring Spring in the air
We have roses all around
We live in our white home
in the Dutch countryside

In the morning I wake you up with my kisses
And at night you kiss me to sleep
We live our dreams together
And we dream it all real

Our eyes make love
And our bodies follow
I dance to your heartbeat
And you move along with me

And rabbits play together
Horses gallop
Flowers receive their bees
And birds nest and cuddle

Do you see
the infinite possibilities
If we only let our magic work
and we believe?

©RoseGirl2018

We Make A Rainbow

We shine our light
into the tears we shed
and make a rainbow of our own
To have a stairway to heaven
And walk the colours of life
In all the different shades

We make a rainbow in the sky
and honour our tears
So we will never forget
How deep we went and
from how far we came
But rain and sun
Both witnessed our love
And together they hold the hope

©RoseGirl2018

Do The Opposite

If you feel like you’re stuck
And you don’t know what to do
So you think it’s better not to move
And to lie in your bed
Just do the opposite and dance

If you feel like you want to retreat
to make yourself small
Then reach out and expand

If you feel like all is dark
And you hit rock bottom
Rise and shine your light
Illuminate the darkness

If you are afraid
to take your steps
Just look the monster
into its eyes
And do it anyway

If you feel like it isn’t safe
to love
And love will break you in the end
Love even more
Heal yourself with love
and make a new beginning

If you think this poem is not worth
publishing
Embrace all your art
Just give it its right to exist
And put it out in the world

©RoseGirl2018

Fervent

It was often on evenings that we met
When songs were sung, music was played
In the intimacy of the night
That made the lights in our eyes
shine even brighter
when they connected

And then later we met in letters
in the intimacy of covered, fervent words
That always seemed to long for more
Dictated by greedy eyes and greedy hands
But often didn’t say what they wanted
to say or wanted to ask for

How those evenings long to be filled
with meeting eyes again
And how those letters long to be written
by hearts meeting in uncovered, fervent words

©RoseGirl2018

Calm After The Storm

I’ll stay still
To be your calm after the storm
I’ll hold the space
With my beacons of light
in my hands
And the home fire within

My heart envisions you
emerge from the storm
As clouds will be lifted
And skies will be cleared

The veils are so thin now
Time and space disappear
I feel you, can almost
hear your thoughts
And in my dreams
you come to visit me

And then one day
the wind will take its final breath
And will blow you home
In calmness I’ll receive you

©RoseGirl2018

Behind Your Wall

You once told me about the wall
around your heart
That could let no one in
But my love, you forget
I have my fairy wings
So I can just fly over it
and land
in your pulsing centre
And then together
we’ll make it very cosy
Behind that wall
in the castle of your heart

©RoseGirl2018

Uncomplicate

Let’s uncomplicate things
Let’s unpuzzle it all
Let’s make it very simple
and crystal clear
Just feel the love in your heart
And then tell me
What is the difficulty?

©RoseGirl2018

Mind Mastery

Mind, you can jump high
You can creep low
You can shout, you can yell
tell me all your stories
and scenarios
From my quiet space of love
I will only smile
and observe you
And when you jumped
and yelled enough,
I will take you by the hand
and will align you with my heart

©RoseGirl2018

Heart Guard

If your fears arise
Your mind monsters scare you
And your thoughts attack
Let me be your heart guard
That protects you
I will stand in between
And will chase them away
So you can breathe and relax

©RoseGirl2018

Love Needs To Be Chosen

Love is not a passive word
Love is not dormant
But it’s a fierce, powerful life force
And she needs to be actively chosen
Over power, over fear,
over hatred
Over all the confusion
our minds put on us

Love found us
Brought us in motion
And now
we need to choose
to let her move
mountains for us

©RoseGirl2018