If thoughts
full of worries and fears
make you wander and lost
somewhere far away
then let your next breath,
your next heartbeat
the feel of me, let love
take you back home
©RoseGirl2020
Poetic Art From The Heart ~ Finding Beauty In Truth
A Journey Of True Soul Love
If thoughts
full of worries and fears
make you wander and lost
somewhere far away
then let your next breath,
your next heartbeat
the feel of me, let love
take you back home
©RoseGirl2020
When the last song’s been sung
Hands have clapped
the curtains close
the theatre lights turn off
the stage’s been left
the streets are empty and silent
when it’s unsure when and if
there’ll be a next show
Love continues to perform its songs
on the stage of our hearts
©RoseGirl2020
The rose stretches herself
to the sun, her beloved
Her petals opening to receive
his light and his warmth
His rays are his arms, his fingers
that stretch and reach
through the atmosphere and
universe,
through every barrier
to touch her
and to connect their worlds
©RoseGirl2020
And as we drop
our baggage
release the past,
the struggle,
pain and burden
we only take
the lessons
and the love
with us
©RoseGirl2020
When I have rigid thoughts
that judge
and thus are harmful
to myself or others
When I get frustrated
or put up walls
around my heart,
I instantly soften
and find my
inner smile again
as I think of you
©RoseGirl2020
Does the bird ever wonder
if it is worthy of life
if it can receive life
or is a bird just a bird
that is alive?
Why then worry about
if you are worthy of love
if you can receive love
when love is
what you already are
whether you think about it
or not?
©RoseGirl2020
And here by the river
on the rise and fall
of my breath
the gentle swaying
of the water
I dance with you
the moment
and become the river
of flowing
infinite love
©RoseGirl2020
And sometimes, the feet
just need to step and begin to dance
even if we yet can’t hear the music
even if we yet can’t see the road ahead
The mind, often too much bound
to the ground
Thoughts that linger in the past
or in worries about the future
But if feet just go first
everything else will start
to roll and will align
mind and heart will follow
to fly along
©RoseGirl2020
If a ship sails only in calm waters
you cannot know if it can stand
a rough sea, can beat a storm
and will make it to the other shore
You cannot know how strong,
how true and how determined
love is
unless it’s been tested
by rough seas and storms
©RoseGirl2020
Fears can take
monstrous shapes
Doubts can knock
like a hammer
Pain can pierce
and go very deep
But eventually,
love defeats
it all
©RoseGirl2020
And when the night fell
and all was dark
not even the stars
that showed themselves
in the sky
the wild rose standing alone
in the field, could not see
it anymore:
‘What if the name ‘a wild rose’
was never meant for me
What if I’m just a nameless flower
in the shades
Not seen, not shined upon by the sun
What if the sun doesn’t smell
my scent of love
And all that will ever be
are all the others and me just me
What if the poems written on my petals
won’t be stroked by his gaze
What if they just wither’
The wild rose sank to the ground
with her heavy heart
Pain made gravity pull even stronger
But then a night owl landed
beside her:
‘With my eyes and ears that can
see and hear in the dark
I saw your self doubt
and heard your lament
Do not overthink your heart,
dear wild rose
But let your heart overfeel
your mind
If you can’t see it outside of you
then see it within:
how special the love is
you are made of’
©RoseGirl2020
And we dreamed
We wove a web of expectations
based on ego assumptions
and experiences of the past
The dream crashed
before it could take flight
The needle of karma
pierced the air balloon
But as we have released
the old dream
we are free, my love
So let’s dream anew
Let’s build a solid home
for our heart’s desire
Let’s dream bigger and brighter
than we’ve ever done
©RoseGirl2020
Day and night, wherever we are
Our hearts always call each other
Sometimes, it is a soft whisper
Other times a rolling desire
A silent feeling
A happy song
A playful echo
A yearning scream from the depth
At times it is a tender poem
Or raw words, primary colours,
loudly expressed
As it is the call upon our hearts
to love
©RoseGirl2020
In my mind I wander in the streets
of Lisbon
Restauradores, Rossio, Baixa and Chiado
the river Tagus, the cathedral
Alfama, Mouraria and the castle
I smell the salty sea, the sardines
I hear the bitter sweet tunes of fado
and saudade takes over my heart
And I wander further through stories
I once shared here with you
through all the laughter and tears
And then my longing for Lisbon
is just my longing for you
©RoseGirl2020
Maybe we judge something as bad
but there’s a bigger picture
Maybe our daily routines
needed to be stopped
we needed to be slowed down
and shaken up
the dark that makes the light
more visible
As the world we live in is changing
we change too
to wake up to the truth
of who we are
what we came for
what really matters
and that love conquers all
©RoseGirl2020
Spring showers its pink blossoms
of forgiveness upon us
to clear the way for summer’s fruits
to grow
And I’m sorry, my love
for those times
that I have hurt you
when I was in fact
hurting myself
And I forgive you
for those times
that you have hurt me
when you were
hurting yourself
Our hearts that always find
compassion
For even when the eyes judge
and see hurt
the heart only sees love
©RoseGirl2020
We are like two paintings
two different expressions
but created with
the same paint
©RoseGirl2020
I’m traveling
all over the world
not in footsteps
or in miles
but in thoughts of you
in dreams
in love
in this poem
just to be with you
and kiss you
good morning
©RoseGirl2020
The forest always opens
a world to her
where all is connected
fairies are real
magic is lived
where someday is now
as she dreams of him
with her back
against a tree
and knows
what she cannot doubt
©RoseGirl2020
And the full moon said to me:
‘Oh dear, you might think
that you are broken
You might think you’re just
a small piece, you’re in shadows
and all is dark
But look at me, it’s all an illusion
In fact, I’m never black, nor crescent
I’m always shining, I’m always whole’
©RoseGirl2020
It was never truly safe
behind a locked door
where you kept all inside
Emotions were unpredictable
and unwelcome visitors that stayed
You sat there in your room
in the dark
and sang a lonesome song
Old photographs on the wall
made you long for the past
But then love knocked on your door
You didn’t trust, you were scared
You locked it even more
Though love found a crack
to show you its light
until one day you had the courage
to open
And now you stand in the doorway
You let the past,
you let emotions go out
and let love in
A smile on your face
as you now finally see
the green lights and blue skies
that are outside
©RoseGirl2020
I surrender my ego
all its stories,
its worries, its fears
its judgements and expectations
all its ways to remain in control
I surrender it to the wisdom
and the love of my soul
©RoseGirl2020
Here I am
with all my doubts
all my pain, all my fears
Here you are
with all your doubts
all your pain, all your fears
No running away
No pushing it down
All is welcome
All can just be
as you stay present with you
I stay present with me
and therefore
we stay present
with each other
©RoseGirl2020
And she said:
I don’t know
My world is shaken
and confused
I doubt what I see
I doubt myself
My heart so heavy
with pain and fear
Though the only thing
I do know is
I deeply love you
And he said:
Maybe you just need
to write again
to make your world light
and clear
Let the ink of love
dissolve the fog
in and around you
I’ll be in your words
to lift you up
©RoseGirl2020
She looks at him
and sees his grass as greener
his flowers more colorful,
more perfect
more people that come to look
at his beautiful meadow
whereas she sees her own
as just a wild mess
Until she removes
the imaginary fence
between her garden and his
and she sees
just one meadow
with grass of the same green
©RoseGirl2020
Oh willow tree, although spring
brought you new, green leaves
and the wind moves you with grace
you weep and you weep
your heart is so full of longing
Your crown hangs down
and branches reach out
to dip into the lake of love
Drink, oh dear willow tree,
just drink and
quench your thirst
for your beloved
©RoseGirl2020
The moon winks at us tonight
for she knows about the hidden
what’s going on behind the scenes
where the crowd doesn’t look
She sees the messages
sent back and forth
the layer underneath the surface
that only speaks to us
The moon knows all
about me and you
and secretly giggles
©RoseGirl2020
The beauty of a flower
that grows in unexpected places
finding a crack between the tiles
of the pavement
to blossom through
And although it is vulnerable
and it could be trampled anytime
yet it doesn’t hold back its beauty
but expresses and opens itself
to the light
Just like the flower,
the beauty of true love always
shows itself
even if circumstances seem hard
and nearly impossible
it finds a way to grow and
blossom through
©RoseGirl2020
When I focus my eyes
on the outside world
I see those miles
of land and ocean
between us
So I close them
to look within
and see you here
with me
©RoseGirl2020
Rain and sun alternate today
Heavy, dark clouds
alternate with a breakthrough
of clarity and lightness
One moment I miss you
the next I feel you close
©RoseGirl2020
The wind itself is invisible
we can only sense and see it
when it makes clouds float
and hair dance
Even when we are still and quiet
Even when love itself is invisible
it makes things move,
just like the wind
Emotions that roll like waves
Thoughts of you and me
that float like clouds
Longing that feels like a tornado
Each heartbeat, each breath
that moves us closer to each other
as the air between us vibrates
with love
©RoseGirl2020
Wherever I am
my heart is
always with you
©RoseGirl2020
To wake up with you
on my mind and
in my heart
is the best fuel
to start the day
©RoseGirl2020
She wanders in the fields
among the howling cows
and the singing birds
windmills rotate on the horizon
And she could only focus
on the grey, grieving sky now
she could feel
how much she misses him
But she could also see
the green grass underneath
the wideness of the view
herons flying by in the air
two white swans
that build their nest
And she could feel
how much she loves him
©RoseGirl2020
And even though
the sky is grey
raindrops fall
and last night’s
been cold
and sleepless
Even though
she’s here and he’s
far away,
she knows
blue skies will come
and there’s always
a dance to dance
poetry to make
– especially
today –
as she celebrates
love
©RoseGirl2020
A night in Spring
can feel like a night in Winter
when it feels so cold
in bed and I shiver
with missing you
And if you were here now
your arms could warm me
your legs could hold
my feet
But you are there,
somewhere far
and instead, you whisper
love into my heart
to keep the flame burning
and to help me to believe
in Spring
©RoseGirl2020
The worst enemy
is the enemy within
When thoughts come
like soldiers
judging the self
And then
it’s a long night
the officer from the past
that hits again
a heart that bleeds
and it’s war inside
Thoughts accumulate
and battle each other
Then it’s also war without
I see
enemies everywhere
and I become very small
expecting to be attacked
anytime
I see
separation
longing that hurts
screaming ‘I miss you’s’
Until I connect with you
through the heart,
connect with love
and find back peace within
to see peace without
©RoseGirl2020
If my ink ever runs out
If all metaphors have been used,
all words have been recycled
Then I’ll just write with silence
I’ll write with blank spaces
I’ll write with my eyes
I’ll write with poetic kisses
tenderly written
all over your skin
©RoseGirl2020
Shh my love, let us be quiet
so we can hear
the poetry that sings
between our hearts
Let us be still
like the water surface of a lake
so we can reflect
the deep blue, vast sky of our love
to each other
©RoseGirl2020
When sleep is nowhere to find
and fear rules the night
Thoughts tell me about all
that I have done wrong,
I look for my star in the dark
and with my eyes wide open
I dream of you
©RoseGirl2020
You don’t need to travel far
You don’t need to take
the road back to the past
or to go to better places
You don’t need to go faster
or slower
or to be where you are not
for I meet you right where you are
©RoseGirl2020
There’s something about the way she dances
Her eyes that seem to look
into another universe
Her feet that seem to sense music
that no one else can hear
as if she always hears her troubadour
and he plays his music through her
There’s something about the way he
moves his fingers on the strings
and how he sings his songs
His eyes that seem to look
into another universe
as if she dances music into his heart
and she dances through his voice
As if love moves them both
©RoseGirl2020
I follow the path into the woods
Trees make sacred arches
above me
As I leave behind the noise
of the world and
the noise of my own mind
I open myself to the stories
and the songs of the forest
Ancient wisdom echoes
the voice of my own soul
until I only hear love
©RoseGirl2020
There are many different coffees
and mostly, coffee is just coffee:
a hot drink of ground beans
But there’s one coffee, so epic
that makes you feel alive
in spirit and body
Heavenly aroma
captured in full flavour
Sipped with passionate lips
and thirsty eyes
for the best coffee ever
is coffee drunk together
with you
©RoseGirl2020
She sits in a park
underneath a linden tree
a roof of heart-shaped leaves
and honey sweet blossoms
that lure the bees,
above her
And when she listens
to the rustle of the wind in the tree,
when she squints her eyes a bit
and looks carefully, she sees Freya
protecting all the lovers
that once came together under the linden
to proclaim and strengthen their love
by pressing their thumbs
on the bark of the tree
And she smiles as she looks up,
while thinking of her beloved
and instead of pressing her thumb
she writes poetry on the linden
with her finger
to proclaim her love
©RoseGirl2020