I watch leaves float
wildly around me
as I let the fierceness
of the Autumn wind
pull me out of worries
and fears,
out of self doubts
and headaches
and let it pull me into
the peace of
just loving you
©RoseGirl2020
Poetic Art From The Heart ~ Finding Beauty In Truth
I watch leaves float
wildly around me
as I let the fierceness
of the Autumn wind
pull me out of worries
and fears,
out of self doubts
and headaches
and let it pull me into
the peace of
just loving you
©RoseGirl2020
The moment I start to doubt
everything and everyone,
including myself
I uncover the only thing
that is sure:
the love I have for you
in my heart
©RoseGirl2020
At night when I lie awake
in my bed
my mind spins a nightmare
with threads of worries
and fears
whereas my heart,
with threads of love,
spins a beautiful dream
©RoseGirl2020
A Sunday without sun
is like a day
without glamour
like words
without poetry
it’s like me missing you
©RoseGirl2020
In a spooky night
under a blue full moon
when the veil
to the other world is thin
fears and shadows are illuminated
and the line between the real
and the surreal is unclear
we dance among the ghosts
and skeletons
beyond any illusion
we make magic out of love
©RoseGirl2020
Sometimes,
I mute the world,
disconnect from the earth
and put myself
on airplane mode
to fly away with you
in profound silence
©RoseGirl2020
I lay my head to rest
on the thought of you
and let its softness
kiss me goodnight
©RoseGirl2020
Keep dancing, my love
even if our feet are tired
our hearts never are
even if the world around us
collapses
we build up
even if others cannot hear
our music
as long as we can, we dance
love into existence
©RoseGirl2020
I was awake in my dream
last night
as I found myself with you
and then fell asleep
in the reality of the morning
as I saw my bed empty
©RoseGirl2020
If you have said
what must be said
all that is left
to be thoroughly felt
is love
©RoseGirl2020
Every thought of you
Every word of this poem
will be a step of a ladder
that brings us up
so we can meet
feel, embrace
each other
when we’re above
time and space
©RoseGirl2020
A flock of white birds escapes
from within
where they once flew
in the vast sky of imagination
and made airwaves in
heart and body
moving invisibly between
one lover and the other
And now they are set free
into the light
seen, heard and sensed
by the world
to bring hope, to bring love
to bring peace
©RoseGirl2020
Raindrops dance
on the skylight
as if, amidst
all the purging,
they still found
a song
of joyful love
©RoseGirl2020
When the wind howls
around the house
how much I miss you
and finds every crack
to come in
with its noise and turmoil
I play the symphony
of you and me
always together
always here
and let the wind
howl along with it
in the background
©RoseGirl2020
And when I hear and see
the day awaken
in many sounds and
rising light,
I close my eyes again
to feel two hearts
connect
for you and me,
we still have
a lot to dream
©RoseGirl2020
Sacred is the pen
that seems to dance
by itself
Moved by love
while it writes
you a poem
©RoseGirl2020
And if your mind keeps
you busy
thoughts restlessly seek
so many things that draw
your attention
you see all the things
that you don’t like
and there you are
in a wild and chaotic world
then stop for a moment
feel
to find my love
©RoseGirl2020
I could focus on the clouds,
the heavy rainfall,
the lightning that tries
to strike me
the mountains that seem to arise
everywhere
barking dogs that attack
the leaves in the wind
that leave behind empty trees
flowers that look dead
But instead, I focus on the everlasting,
free shining sun within the heart
I focus on love
©RoseGirl2020
Keep me safe in your thoughts
safe in your heart
while I battle
with demons,
stand my ground
in a violent world
©RoseGirl2020
Loneliness is
nothing but
experiencing myself
in physical form
caged within skin
separated
by sea and land
from you
©RoseGirl2020
When the night falls
with a thousand ‘I miss you’s’
and self doubts
and thoughts creep in
that show the past,
all the things
that I’ve done wrong
I can only come to terms
with the dark
if I breathe out,
breathe in love
©RoseGirl2020
And as the fire within
and between us burns high
My eyes long towards the West
and watch the sunset
An explosion of fiery red
in the sky
there where you are
©RoseGirl2020
No matter how far two shores
lie from each other
How vast the ocean
How many miles the sky above
How great the distance between
two continents, two bodies
How far time has gone
How far thoughts wander,
how often feelings get lost
Love is the unbreakable bridge
that connects us
and brings us home
©RoseGirl2020
‘I miss you’s’ hang
like dark clouds
around my head
and rain their tears
upon me
And I,
I float on an ark
of love
and pray for the sun
©RoseGirl2020
A tired mind,
an aching head
only finds rest
on the soft
pillow of love
in the heart
©RoseGirl2020
On dark and
desolate days like this
even the dawn
doesn’t seem
to bring any light
but luckily,
we’ve left the light
of our love on
©RoseGirl2020
Sing me a soothing song
surround me with your sound
cover me with you
to protect me from
the nagging noise
of the world
©RoseGirl2020
When I’m so confused
and doubts and headaches
pop up like ghosts
I say ‘boo’ to chase them away
and use the certainty of love
as my weapon
©RoseGirl2020
And when my ego says:
what if
love was never meant for me
what if
shooting stars
won’t take my wishes
up into the heavens
but will let them drift
forever lost in space
what if?
Then I answer:
So what
I’m safe, I’m grateful,
I love and am loved
I feel, I know
as I look up and read
what’s written in the stars
and see you, see my destiny
and all the things the universe
wishes for me
©RoseGirl2020
Let’s break free
from our skin
from the earth
from our tears
from ‘I miss you’
And we’ll feel,
we’ll embrace
we’ll merge
and make love
with our soul
©RoseGirl2020
We’re like the sun and moon
sometimes, we retreat
from the world
and let clouds hide us
But we can never hide
from each other
for high up in the sky
we always have
our own universe together
©RoseGirl2020
When my body feels weak
because of too many
waking hours
and headaches,
my heart, that holds us both
closely together always,
beats even stronger
with love
©RoseGirl2020
At night
when I cannot sleep
and I count stars,
count ‘loving you’s’
it’s then that I dream
the most
©RoseGirl2020
And if I silence
the screaming pain,
silence my raging mind,
silence the world
then I only hear
you and me
I only hear love
©RoseGirl2020
When in my head
thoughts and heavy aches
keep me stuck
in one place
and I am
unable to move,
I fly away
with my heart
to be with you
©RoseGirl2020
Every challenge
is just a lesson
that helps me
to love you,
love myself
even more
©RoseGirl2020
My mind so dark
and cloudy
but then the feel of you,
the thought of you
breaks through
in a thousand sun rays
©RoseGirl2020
What do I do
when I walk into walls
hit closed doors with my fists
scream unheard screams
and cry unseen tears
I go within, to my heart
where there are no walls,
where doors are always open
where you listen
to my screams, catch my tears
and hold me in the infinite space
of love
©RoseGirl2020
Lying on my bed I watch
the dark night through
the open skylight
The thought of you
accompanies me
And the stars seem so far tonight
My love, where are you
Miles of clouds drift between us,
cover up and hide
But clouds can disappear
in an instant
When clear sight is found in the heart
where stars are always known
to be there
You, I cannot unsee,
cannot unfeel
What is invisible to the eye
requires inner knowing
and faith
©RoseGirl2020
Like a flower
that takes a bee
to her heart
I take you in
Fold my petals
around you
Hold you deep
inside
and let you drink
from my sweet
liquid love
©RoseGirl2020
Retreat, he says,
just like I do
Retreat from the world
and its storms
from the opinions,
the noise
of others
to find me
connecting with you
inside
©RoseGirl2020
And as we see the fire in the world
burn everything down,
the old control structures,
fear programs and paradigms,
we feel the fire within us
burn even stronger to build up
our new world based on love
©RoseGirl2020
The ego tends to fool
and to tell lies
and fear based stories
that all is hopeless
that you are lonely,
unloved, unworthy
but a heart full of
the truth of love
can never really
be deceived
©RoseGirl2020
When migraines are sharp
and pounding
and pain in head and heart
feels so ugly
I let it hold hands
with the beauty of love
©RoseGirl2020
When her heart grieves
so deep
all she longs for is
his arms to hold her
but they are an ocean apart
So instead, he tells her
to look at the sky above
the earth below
to sense the wind on her skin
to see the trees sway
clouds move
the stars appear
and to feel that everything
around her is his embrace
©RoseGirl2020